You know that feeling you get, in your gut. It’s never in your head, it’s always in your body. That feeling that seems to communicate to you – go now. Don’t delay. Now. Or stay; now is not the time to risk. Now is not the time to jump. Wait. Just wait.
This feeling is part of you, as a psychic. It’s the way you navigate through the world; it’s the way you cut through worlds like a subtle knife.
When you were a child, it felt like magic. You’d go to your friends house to see if they wanted to play, and they did. You’d find the perfect bouquet of flowers for your mother in a field of wildflowers. You’d run into the one you had a crush on at the after school hangout or in the hallway at school. What if you had waited to go to the buses? You’d have missed them. Magic.
But over the years, you stopped trusting this still small voice that isn’t even really a voice – but there’s no other way to describe it. It’s just that feeling you get. You’ve stopped trusting it – because you want to do things the way everyone else does. You stopped trusting it because it felt dangerous. You stopped trusting it because you couldn’t explain it to anyone and so it didn’t get validated. Or your Tax Accountant told you to do things the “smart” way. Or your boss, who you respected and listened to, never validated you for just knowing when the time was right.
You stopped listening because that one time it told you to jump you did - and it hurt. You did and it ended up being a mess (which in hindsight was the right mess, but at the time felt all wrong.) You stopped listening because it scared you, it confused you, and you didn’t know what to do with that communication.
Everyone thinks that being psychic is about reading or healing others; and that can certainly be part of it. But being psychic is really being able to read and heal yourself – by listening to that feeling, that still small voice, and that innate knowing of when it is time to jump, and when it is time to still oneself and wait.
The great uncomfortability for a psychic is being separated from this inner seeing and knowing.
Come back to you. Start listening again. Start trusting again. Start being you again. You’ve always been slightly ahead of everyone else, hearing that whisper on the wind, that feeling in your gut, that urge to change, to move on, to create. Own it!